They dont call it a crazy straw for nothing.

So here it is.
The much anticipated blog. And its not even like this is the first time I've done this (ps i hate capitalization so from here on out its all lowercase) because i had to do one for school last semester. Plus i used to be one of those teenagers that thought that everyone cared about reading what my life was all about. I think i've matured since then, and now i know its just miss monica who cares.



And here is miss monica (the grumpy one in the front, not the pouty one in back) :)
Now there are a few things everyone needs to understand about our relationship.
First of all, and probably most important of all, you pronounce her name "miss mo-nee-kuh", cuz dat girl sho iz cuhrazy.
Second, the technical term for our relationship is "its complicated," as facebook lets us know.
Third, she is ADORABLE. Look at her! This is the ideal miss monica, always grumpy but still smiling because even when she says she hates you and then hits you repeatedly, she really means that she loves you. Plus the fact that she had to work on not hitting people this summer just makes her more amazing.
Fourth, she inspired me to write this blog. Praise the lord.

So in the spirit of monica, i need to get all spiritual. Granted, her whole entry is always about the lord, but im just going to allow this part because well, lets face it, im just not as spiritual as she is.
Basically my life is undergoing a massive remodeling, and its a little bit crazy. I feel like everything my relationship with God, and thus my life, has been about has been...not fake because it has been so real...but its just being refined now because im seeing a much deeper truth. It took the deepest heartache to make me realize that i can trust God's tender heart, and i would go through it a thousand more times in a heartbeat to learn what i have. so praise god. everything is going to be different from here on out. And with that, God was kinda like 'ok sydney- youre not going to move. im going to lift you up, and we are going to try this life thing one more time. this time you dont do anything but let me love on you.' hence, a title was born.
blah. i feel like this is getting too deep already.

ashley and i are having a gallon-of-water drinking contest and i need to pee. obviously. i can tell you who wins later! i know youre excited, but try not to pee your pants...haaha!

goodnight.