that one time i broke my tailbone

My weekend has been a blur. It always happens though, so im going to stop being surprised by it one of these days. Basically, my highlights are the following: Friday i ran errands all day with Logie, aka logan, aka kates boyfriend who is one of my favorite buddies to run errands with. And the dance party at the Shout House (116 Harmon, a lot of boys live there). Then hanging out with my newly married friend christina cause her hubby is out of town. And, of course, seeing Felisa because she is in town. Except from now on she is known as "Fandrew", because her and andrew have a wedding date and location. And yet, no ring!

Ughhhh i hate how my "quick" updates take a billion years. i dont like recapping my life. but saturday...

today i sold concessions for Black Voices, which is funny cause i had to carry this big water tub up and down stadium steps and i decided im never going to be pregnant. or at least take my pregnant self to a stadium event. it was fun though, and alumni tip pretty well. and its not like i missed much of a game, because we definitely lost to w. michigan, and the QB threw to nobody in particular for most of the game. ughhh. and tonight we played broomball with xa and went ice skating and i got to practice all my jumps/hops and spins and twirls from last semester!!!! and i fell on my tailbone and it really REALLY hurts right now, and i might need one of those cushioned donut things. like an old lady. oh man.

btw we ordered disney princesses on ice tickets today. come on october 22 :)

dear God-
Honestly, ive recently discovered that i am sketchy as crap. i know you know. and im wondering if this is just some kind of stage that im going through. like just a short time to get out those repressed manipulations that ive held back for the past 2 years or something. God, i need you, i NEED you to deliver me from this, because i could hurt a lot of people.
plus i dont want to BE sketchy. its just not something i want. and i know it doesnt glorify you...

miss monica, i know you the only one who reads this. thats seriously what im praying, and i dont mind sharing with you, cause i love you <3

ps- last night i found out a lot of my friends were disciplined through being beaten with hand-selected switches. i never knew it was so common! thats so bad! so i called my mom as soon as i heard that and told her thank you for raising me so well that she never whipped me, and never needed to.

also, ive been told a lot recently that im becoming more and more ghetto by the day.
im pretty please with this. maybe it will affect my physique, too? amazing...
thanks BV!

goodnight.