mmmmm holidays : )

Alright. Its been a long time. And today, I read Jen's blog and got jealous. So here we go again?
I know, Im sorry Monica, that I've been leaving you hanging for so long.

I'm in Boston for Christmas. Not much is going on. I mean, at this point in my life, I feel like things should be going on, but it doesn't feel like it. I am officially graduated as of January 4th, and I have a job lined up in Loudon County, but I don't know if I am taking it. I think I would rather just move in with you and never grow up, in fact. So if that is ok with you, let me know. Thanks!
I mean, its not so bad. It is a lot of money and attention to bills as far as I can tell so far, but it's just...not college anymore, and that is weird. It's weird to hear about things people are doing that I am not invited to, and at first I get upset, but then I think about if I really want to be there in the first place, because I am old. Really.

But at least I've matured, I think. I looked over my past entries and am pleased to announce that I am over Ben, I survived the John Calvin class, and I am not sketchy as hell anymore. Ooh! and I use the word "hell" as frequently as possible. Kathryn is proud, i know...

ok. thats all. i really need to go take a nap.

i love you, monica. and jen, if you ever discover this.